The journey of life Jeffry Al Buchori really awesome (True Addict Story)

The journey of life Jeffry Al Buchori really awesome. Tumultuous and sharp turns. Process tremendous struggle he experienced until he found life calm and reassuring. Consider this story that is very attractive.

Actually I do not want to say much about my past. Understandably, my past is very dark. However, after I thought, who knows of my journey this could be a lesson for others. All right, I'm willing to share my life experiences to the reader. Insha Allah, no point.

I was born with the name Jeffry Al Buchori Capital on April 12, 1973 in Jakarta. When

I was born, my family was already living in Jakarta. I was born as a middle child, I mean all third child of five siblings. Three male siblings, and the youngest is female. Like the brothers, the five of us pretty close relationship. Just to fight, anyway, it's natural. Moreover, the age range we were not far apart.

Apih (call Jefri's father, Ed.), M. Ismail Capital, is a big tall man native Ambon, while Umi, so I used to call mom, Tatu original Mulyana Banten. Apih educate the five of us very hard. But, if not, I will not feel the benefits as they are now. If we were to forget to pray or chant, well, do not ask to be given Apih punishment. In matters of religion, and Umi Apih indeed educate us closely.

However, actually Umi is a mother who is very patient and gentle in dealing with their children. Apih any person who has always been an objective. She will defend her family desperately if indeed true family. Instead, he did not hesitate to blame us if it does go wrong.

Being in the religiously devout family environment made me love religious studies. When the 5 th grade, I had to join the championship MTQ to provincial level. In addition to religion, which is also my favorite subject is art. Somehow, I love performing in front of crowds. Oh yes, after a rise in class, from class 3 to class I jumped 5. Be I class with the second sister.

Dual personality

Graduated SD, Apih put me and my two sisters to a modern boarding school in Balaraja. He wants us steeped in religious studies. Apparently not all wishes intercepted, all of this because kenakalanku.

People say, the middle child usually somewhat mischievous. I do not know the expression is true or not. Clearly it applies to me. As a middle child, I often make parents upset. At boarding school, I often acting.

One kenalakanku, at other times of prayer, I quietly sleeping. Another delinquency, running away from boarding schools to play or watch at the cinema is a normal thing. As a penalty, the head often dibotaki. But, still, I'm not a deterrent.

It seems that I like has a dual personality, yes. On the one hand I was bad, on the other hand the desire to recite the holy verses so strong. Each existing religious activities, I was always involved. Together with my two sisters, I also had to make a drama without a script titled Back to the Way of Allah competed in pesantren. It turned out that our work was rated as the best drama se-boarding.

In fact, I also champion azan race, race MTQ, and qasida. But, somehow, I also never behind in delinquency. Staying in a boarding school environment, my bad behavior instead of diminishing, increasingly becomes. The climax, I was bored in school at the seminary.

Finally, only four years old I was in boarding school. Two years before completing the lesson, I'm out. Then, Apih aliyah enrolled me in school (high school, Ed.). Apparently out of the schools did not make me feel better. I began teenager it became more mischievous.

Know Nightlife

Indeed, anyway, each have a religious event I never miss. However, I also always want when a friend invited to the school cafeteria. Not to snack, but do drugs! I also often vague and leave without a clear purpose. Yes, I like birds escape from the cage, flew uncontrollably.

SMA is indeed bleak future for me. Masa is never complete. That is, I have no peer. Why? Yes, though my age is still 15 years, I hung out with the lads 20s. Courtship was with the older ones. In this school, I only lasted a year. Moving to another high school, keseharianku not much different. Even more severe.

From the introduction with some friends, I know a new adventure. Age 16 years, I began to know the world tonight. I go to school only during the exam. For me, an important pass. I would rather go to the disco to dance. Frankly, I had been interested in dance at the disco. Each to there, secretly I've always studied the movement of people dancing. Then kutirukan.

I was a dancer, venturing from one another discotheque discotheque, immersed in the world tonight. When there is a dance competition, I try to participate. My effort was not in vain. Several times I have won trophies home as the best dancer. In addition, I also managed to become a dancer in Dufan in 1990, though only for a year. Until now there are many of my friends who became a dancer there.

I also had been a photo model, even participated in a fashion show in the discotheque. Maybe at that time I felt very cute, yes. But I think these activities are still positive, although sometimes I like to drink. With all kebengalanku, 1990 I successfully graduated from high school.

Main Soap Opera

I think I experienced a period of the most devastating after finishing high school. The story of a friend of the dancer, introduced me to Aditya Gumai who was active in the world of acting. Aditya I know the world of acting.

At that time, we still practice dancing in Taman Ismail Marzuki. When training moved to the Youth Building in Senayan, so I began to play the soap opera. At first I just watched the players who were filming, while secretly studying.

I like to steal science. Bedtime in kos one of my friends near the campus of the Jakarta Art Institute, I often steal science also from the students. If they're in college or practice, I often observe them.

Well, when the actors were training, sometimes I replace one of them. Turns out I was ridiculed. Because basically I'm the person who does not like to be treated like that, I'd be encouraged. I'm getting actively practicing self-taught acting. Finally, when the seniors do not get a turn to play, I've got a role. I asked Aditya playing soap operas. Casted time, I managed to get a role. In 1990, I was playing soap operas Lightning Swordsman. At that time, the soap opera is still underestimated by movie stars. However, Apih furiously against me. Why? Apparently Apih know exactly what the film world environment. In the past, he has also been playing an action movie, among other Flying Tiger and Chain Punch. I beliaulah of blood down the art.

Opposed Apih not make footsteps recede. Perhaps the way that I had to be like this. None ban Apih that popped into my brain for kujadikan materials mind. Apih advice no longer listen. Bids to play the soap opera that made me more confident coming in, this is what I'm looking for. I do not want to obey the parents desire for feeling myself right. Finally, the conflict between me and my parents broke.

As a form perlawananku parents, I never went home. Moving bed at a friend's house. Hair also kupanjangkan. I like do not have parents. In fact, it never crossed my mind that one day they will return to the bosom. All I could think only of pleasure and sheer ego.

At the same time, my career in the world of acting kept going. I even get a preoccupation. After that, I got a role in the soap opera drama Broken Wings, also starring Dien Novita, Queen Tria, and the late WD Mochtar.

I increasingly felt not one of my options after crowned as Best Male Actor in a Soap Opera Youth week held TVRI in 1991. I'm proud of not playing, because it was won from parents. Arrogance intensified. I increasingly feel it is the best for me, rather than my parents' choice. "IN the Kaaba, I ask forgiveness GOD" Bids playing soap operas came over to Jeff. Along with that, it gets immersed in her world of darkness. Since the familiar soap opera, the more I liked acting. I do not care if Apih against me. However, lately I understood, behind disapproval, actually people keep a sense of pride. Parents stories, they were brought the group to the Holy Land pilgrimage when I played soap operas aired Broken Wings.

As it turned out, they watch sinetronku. Comments them proud of me. They acknowledged, it turns out I could excel. After that, I got many offers to play, among others Sebening soap opera Love, Opera Three Jaman, and longing. Besides getting stuck out my name, sustenance also continue to flow.  However, I even forgot myself. Fame is not important to me. The important thing is to enjoy life. The world continues kugeluti night. If discotheque, I did not forget to take drugs. In fact, for the affairs of this one, I can say greedy. Normally, I take the first pill. If the guess is not "on", I drank one another. And so on.

Eventually, I became very drunk. My vision became blurred. Want to see the watch in hand, I had to put it to my face, wagging his head and eyes wide in order to see more clearly. Severe, huh? That kebandelanku continues.

Kian Severe Addictions

One day in 1992, Apih died of illness. I regret not playing as long as it has always ignored the advice Apih. Ahead of his departure, I was standing at her bedside in the hospital crying. Seeing as it was, Apih say, men should not cry. Men abstain from tears. Imagine, even in his last moments was Apih still show his loving me that this ungodly. That afternoon I asked to go home and he gave me the fare. I obeyed. As soon as I get home, God took it. I'm a heavy shock. When Apih buried, I went down to the grave and hugged his body. I do not want to leave even though the tomb would be closed. I do not want to take his departure. I regret my actions. During Apih still alive, I never wanted to listen to his words. Since then, Umi raising five of us. My life continues to run. Not the right direction, but I went back in time as before. Contrition before have so haunted me since left Apih, seemed to vanish. Kebandelanku even intensified after the death of Apih. Arrogance is also bigger than before because they feel accomplished and have more money. Nobody else I listen to his advice.

When my counsel, I snickered. Who is he that I should listen to his words? Speech parents just do not kugubris. I was drowning in my own world and become drug addicts. At that time, I reasoned because there are problems at home. Whereas, in fact any reason, including a broken home or a friend, is no excuse. Themselves alone the reason, because no matter what, we are the one who determines all that happens to us.

So, no need to carry around other people or circumstances. However, this kind of consciousness which may appear to me that the time was very arrogant? I'm getting away from God. In fact, there is a mosque next to my house. When the fasting in Ramadan was, I still do disobedience. Then, when Eid arrived and people were busy bertakbir, instead I was busy looking for a gap of time and place where I can commit adultery. All religious knowledge I had learned and the ability to read the Koran as missing. My sanity as missing. My addiction to drugs is also getting worse, even to the extent of over-dose and I almost died. Moral evil for evil continue to do.

name strike through

I need not tell the details of a crime I did. Clearly, one day I was suffering because of fear after doing an act. I'm really scared! I'm so easy to be suspicious of anyone. I always prejudiced on anything. My pride and accomplishment on the money disappeared replaced fear. I do every day is a silence in the room, to always think that everyone who comes will kill me. I'm busy peeking out from under the door, who knows there are people coming to kill me. My ears are so very sensitive. I often thought he heard someone was walking on the roof of the house wanted to kill me. I agonized for days, weeks, even months. People said I was crazy.

At the same time, addiction to drugs got me blacklisted world of soap operas. My name is crossed out. Nobody else would use me as a player. In addition, the girls who was nearby was also away. I've included a playboy. At the time I was alone, no Umi, which is already very often kusakiti heart. Umi still love me with great love. No matter how bad people have commented about me, Umi heart remains good and patient. The tears never dry to pray for their children, especially me to change so much the better. Umi sincere prayer granted God. It is remarkable, God shows His goodness to me. God gave me a chance to repent. This realization emerges through a process that is so mencekamku.

Invited Umi Umrah

Really, I was scared to death when one day his own dream of seeing my body in a shroud. And out of consciousness, I was struck as she asked herself. Was it my body? I also severely tortured. That is, every bed I always dreamed of a scary incident. In bed, I got only suffering. I was so scared to sleep. I'm afraid the dreams come again. I'm also afraid of death. And once I had a chance to challenge death. Requesting death came because I could no longer hold on when there is a problem with a girl. Actually trivial, right? But the problem was kuberat-emphasis themselves. The fear of death that finally made me realize that there is not left in a state like this, that is, God.

I thought back to him and regretting all actions over the years. Slowly, my condition improved. Consciousness was coming back. I see Umi, knees apologizing for all the sins I did. Umi was remarkable. However already disappoint in such a way, he still love and forgive. Umi then took me berumrah. With my condition is still unstable and fragile, we set off to the Holy Land. This time I intend to recover and return to the path of Allah. There, I experienced some of the events that made me realize in my sins before. After Friday prayers in Medina, Umi took me to Raudhoh. I do not know what it Raudhoh, but I followed it. Umi continue to ask for forgiveness to God. I got out, walked towards the tomb of the Prophet Muhammad. I bersalawat. Once out of the doors of the mosque, it felt like there were pulled. I tried to walk hardest, but could not. It feels very great strength. I leaned against a wall. The tears that had never come out, now rushing. I repent of my sins, and promised not to do it all again.

Like a movie is playing, all the sins I've ever done vivid in my eyelids after another, ranging from small to large. Suddenly out of my mouth came out the sentence request on God's forgiveness. In Mecca, in front of the Kaaba, I pressed the agency on the walls. I leaned back, raised his hand asking forgiveness for the sins that I did too much. Suppose after returning from the Holy Land this sin again, I ask God to just pull out my life. If, however, has the benefit of someone else, I'm cured. I once proud, now powerless. After the return of worship, I got better. I'm trying to survive in conditions repentant, but it is hard exceptional.

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SO PRETTY FAIRY PLANT LIFE

After repeated ups and downs, finally Jeffry back close to religion. Affectionate lover who eventually became his wife come to be generating enthusiasm. Ust struggle to be heavy enough until he successfully finished speaker. Returning Umrah, I try to live straight. However, again I was tempted. One night, I and friends planning to watch jazz in Ancol. I warned them not to take drugs, because we had agreed to stop using. Apparently, one of my friends still bring cimeng. Apesnya, we raided by the police in front Hailai. My friends were other vague. I lived, my friend who brought cimeng, and one other friend. I find it hard blurred because the car that we use is my car. Finally the three of us were taken to the police station and detained. I was released because there was no evidence brought. Umi phone I tried to explain this problem, but Umi will not take my calls.

The telephone receiver even asked Umi to say, he had a son named Jeffry. My heart is torn apart. Poignant taste was recognized as a child by Umi. I admit, it must be careful Umi has become sick. Imagine, I had previously been admitted to repent, even back in the wrong path. Although I swear to God do not do drugs anymore, Umi no longer believe. That was the turning anger Umi. Very grateful, God was pleased to help me. Came a beautiful girl in my life. He would accept me. Previously, many girls left so I feel lonely in love. Pipik Dian Irawati girl named this model the cover of a teen magazine in 1995, from Semarang.

Take it easy When Dating

(The following is a narrative Pipik: I first saw it was eating fried rice in Menteng around 1996 - 1997. longish hair. At that time, I was with Gugun Gondrong. I understand, Jeffry is a sitcom actress Longing, because I followed the story. I want to get acquainted with him, but Gugun forbid. Not him, to break the fast together at home Pontjo Sutowo, I saw her again. His hair has been cut short. I was desperate to get acquainted. We started to close and call each other. I do not know when we were officially a couple, because baseball ever "invented". He also never expressed love. Time courtship, she ignored him half dead. Initially, his spirit may too. First we went out together, he came to the house in Kebon Jeruk, in the heavy rain from his home in Mangga Dua. Jeffry taxi ride with jeans and boots. He just take the money Rp 50 thousand, took me to at Mal Taman Anggrek. In the cinema, we like to watch on their own. He did not say anything during the movie.

Since then, we often get together, because our hobby is watching and eating. The closer to him, the more I found out that he was a heavy drug user class. My friends started asking, why do I want to date him. I myself do not know exactly why. Perhaps the affection that had already appeared in the heart that makes me want to survive. My heart was touched and would not leave him alone. Of course my family no one knows, because it deliberately conceal. Maybe they just found out right now, after reading the story of his life in various media. Meanwhile, I was busy touring out of town as a model, so we often do not see. Finally we broke up. Time finally see again, turns out she had a boyfriend again. Because it is still dear, I often brought him gifts and attention. Jeffry after breaking up with his girlfriend, we get back together.)

Cake Sale

Pipik very meaningful to me. He understands, care and attention on me. In fact, I was almost married to someone else. It turned out that God loves me. God shows, the woman who almost married was not for me. Pipik like an angel who came with great love. He gives faith, married him will bring a big change in my life. I went to Umi and asked for permission to marry. Unbelievably, Umi still accept me with all affection. Weeping, Umi let me get married. I myself am fairly desperate. Because, at that time I did not have anything. Body was emaciated, with eyes crinkle, and I suffered paranoid disease never healed. In fact, I do not even have a job.

To avoid immorality, we were married under the hand in 1999. My friends who are now dead because of overdose, was attending a wedding. After that, we stayed at home Umi. Around 4-5 months after that, we were legally married in Semarang. But apparently not enough married kebandelanku stop. My wife felt the sap. I never used drugs in front of him, and used the money to buy illicit goods. Another difficulty, I and Pipik equally unemployed. We've tried to trade pie. At night we fry the beans, the next morning to make the contents of peanut cake and milk. Then we Leave to patisserie.

But maybe our luck is not there. The cake we made only sold a few pieces. In one day we just took home USD 200 - 300. Finally we stopped selling cakes. Our next life we ​​live with great struggle and patience.

Eating Plate Together

Pipik so incredible fidelity. Consider the following penuturannya. (The feeling of affection is very strong made steady marry him. I do not care anymore even though he's an addict, even had experienced overdose and nearly mad with paranoia. I experienced many things out of the ordinary with him. If you can not wait, maybe I'm not with her anymore. Early married, we lived in the house Umi. Although roughing, it was he who financed our lives. And Jeffry I often eat a plate of both, because really there was nothing to eat. It's hard to be a wife of her husband unemployed, especially after marriage I was no longer working.

But I'm sure, God does not give a trial on his people beyond its ability. I'm sure there must be something that will be given by God to me. Luckily, Umi is very dear to me.I myself am not a deterrent to advise him to change lives. We learn from each other equally accept the advantages and disadvantages of each other. Slowly, his life began to change for the better, especially after I was pregnant. Perhaps he himself was tired with life as it is.)

Life in the Way of Allah

Slowly, I came back close to religion. Major changes occurred in my life in 2000. At that time, Fath Hayat, my second sister is half years ago died of brain cancer, asked me to replace him giving the Friday sermon in Mangga Dua. At the same time, he was asked to become a high priest in Singapore.

Fath was a preacher. As long as he is in Singapore, all lecture schedule given to me. First lecture, I get a fee of USD 35 thousand. Money in an envelope that I leave to Pipik. I told him, this is the first lawful money could give him. We hugged each other while in tears. Furthermore, my brother asked me to start to become preachers. This is a way of life which is then chosen. How beautiful life in God's way. I began to speak and was invited to the seminar drugs in various places. However, the struggle is not as easy as it seems. Not everyone is willing to listen to my lecture because I was a former drug user. But I tried to be patient.

Alhamdulillah, the longer the lecture more acceptable to many people. Even now, I was invited to lecture at many everywhere, including outside the city and television stations. I was grateful to be accepted by all circles. I also want to preach to anyone. I want to have the congregation taklim transvestites. They were, right, also have the right to obtain propaganda. Our happiness increases when in 2000 the birth of our first child, Adiba Kanza Zahra. Two years later, the second son Mohammad Abidzan Algifari also present in our midst. They, also my wife, is the inspiration and strength dakwahku. Our lives are increasingly complete it.

Until now, I still continue to proceed trying to become a better person. Hopefully, this story could be a material consideration which is good to live. My message, love of God and parents, as well as choose a good friend.

Wallahu'alam bishshawab, ..

#May We can take useful and valuable knowledge of worship ....

Wal Wabillahi Taufik Hidayah, ...Greetings Beloved .. From Best Friends For Friends ... ... Hopefully this can open the door of our hearts that have long been locked ...

Ustad Jeffry wrote on twitter, on April 13, 2013, the day after her birthday "In the end .. All will find a distinguished name saturation point .. And at that time was my best .. Go .. Go on anyone .. ??? WHOM 'DIA' for sure .. Bismi_KA Allahumma wa Ahya amuut .. "

Maybe Ustaz Jeffry Al Buchori just reminded his followers on Twitter to always remember the Creator. But who would have his final tweet became one of the signs ust nicknamed Uje died in the accident.

Ustaz who nicknamed this Uje died in the crash on Friday, April 26, 2013.